Having performances this week is screwing up my study schedule. Well that and practically inhaling the Death Note manga in a span of two days. And now Bones (oh how I love Bones ♥, thank you M!)

Trying to do at least one lesson today before I sleep, but of course it’s a lesson with two pages of sentences (most only have one)…

Starting to feel daunted again about the whole JLPT thing. Don’t want to lose my nerve, trying to keep perspective.

Missing shopping in Japan a little, wondering what the summer will be like, hoping I can get back to Ishiki progress eventually.

Emptying my head onto paper helps, but it just isn’t enough in the long run.
Emptying my heart through the keyboard helps, but it just isn’t enough to express.
Feeling level makes me worry – that in and of itself is wrong.

Deep breaths, let’s concentrate.